a trip to reality

Wed, 28 Mar 2007 03:31:48 GMT

i hate myself

School Sched

Sat, 02 Dec 2006 06:07:46 GMT

My January Schedule =)

Monday
10am - 12pm - Theory of Food - (Lecture)

Tuesday
10am - 1pm - College Math
1pm - 5pm - Culinary Skills I - (Kitchen)

Wednesday
8am - 12pm - Banquest / Production / Butchery - (Kitchen)
1pm - 4pm - Nutrition of Lifestyle - (Lecture)

Thursday
8am - 10am - Culinary Skills I - (Kitchen)
12pm - 3pm - Computer Skills & Applications - (Lab)
3pm - 6pm - College English - (Lecture)

HK!!

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:13:14 GMT

I'll be going to Hong Kong from Dec 11th, to Jan 2nd =)

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 05:08:43 GMT

planning is a fucken pain in the ass...

so this is 90% of the answers i receieve...

E: "are you coming next week?"
whoever: "who'se coming...?"

....... does it really matter....

fucken hell... ppl keep buggin me to not drop plans for a bday.. so fine, last resort, dinner... and yet again, i hv to deal with so much bs

soooo w/e

no more questions, no more invites

come if you want

i dont give a fuck anymore whether it's my 19th or not

no different than any other year

Iron Chef

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 03:52:16 GMT

I cook yummmmmmmmmy food =9

Sat, 08 Jul 2006 08:41:55 GMT

why are you so....

why do i bother...?

cuz i like you so?

Mon, 03 Jul 2006 08:48:50 GMT

some ppl just piss me off... =)

alright, so maybe i'm not special enough or for w/e reason i dun care..

but sometimes i wonder... why do i bother sacrificing my time, gas, money and patience for you.. really.. numourous times too.. and all i ask was just to come out ONE day... i'm already short on rides.. and u pretty much were one of my closest friends.. and i kno u have a car daily cuz its practically ures. "okay i'll come, but i aint driving".. which basically puts you in a state of not coming.. okay.. dont come.. w/e.. i could care less.. fucken hell

really tho.. how gay can some ppl get... and others.. whoever plans ure pot luck.. each time all i see is 1 person bring food... 10 ppl bring cases of pop and another 10 ppl bring bags of chips... wat the fuk is wrong with you ppl.. really.. how cheap can ppl get..

holy fuck.. yes im officially cancelling my birthday this yr

original plan was friday nite club.. sat dinner n casino...
so no one wants to go clubbing... okay
ppl complaining about dinner.... fuk u then
casino wasn't the greatest idea maybe but hey.. i wanted to check it out

alrite fine.. i understand.. maybe place is a problem for u ppl.. okay.. new plan
beach on a saturday... sure ppl wouldnt midn going.. too bad no one's willing to drive.. u guys make it seem like u're the only ppl suffering.. yo im driving too? i'm ALWAYS the designated driver... when u ppl get wasted.. who doesnt get to drink? while @ the same time still ends up chipping in for alcohol.. "eric come get me from here.. or eric i need a ride to there"... yo do i really do this cuz im bored? u make me laugh =) i hafta deal with everyone's bullshit excuse for this n that.. u see why i plan early now? so u have TIMEEE to think about wat to bringggg so u dont show up on the day and bring a bag of chips and say.. oh i didn't have time

plz don't get me wrong here... i'm not flaming everyone... but alot of you are just soooooooooo.. ugh w/e.. some of you i don't mind.. but the rest of you can just turn around

i guess this is wat reality is.. hah.. finish highschool and flash... no ones there anymore!

sometimes.. i really wish i stayed in markham.....

USDM DC2

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 07:31:52 GMT

i'm sorry for only posting pics, but they did turn out quite nice! haha

on another note... what would you do if the girl you like... is already taken... =(...

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 05:53:50 GMT

i could care less about what you people think of me at the moment

just get the fuck out of my life

The End

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 06:10:31 GMT

As 2006 progresses... i've realized alot... its funny to think back and think just how stupid i've always been. I pretty much just noticed... i have no one i can turn to anymore... it just doesnt work. Yea i'm sure there's still those.. hey there.. long time no see! *walks off*... yea i know enough of those ppl... they're just... people.. really.. not that i really care... but then.. meh..

then thinking again.. the people who i use to chill with...
"hey ericc.. we're blah blah blahing on.. this day... wanna comeee?"
"so how many ppl do i gotta shove in the back of my car this time?"

then as the days progress and people slowly start driving on their own.. the cell phone rings less. quite pathetic.. but i guess it just makes you realize... real lies

so all in all.. really.. this is the end w/ me and lj.. it's pointless cuz obviously no one gives a crap sooo why bother?
i've asked myself sooooo many times... i try to patch up soooo many holes...

from whome use to be one of my closest friends, i am now a shit talker
from whome use to be the guy i'd actually turn to to talk to... now hates my guts
from everyone else.. i'm just ure daily taxi driver

sooo w/e... i'm sick of this shit... really i dun care about driving.. it's part of my every day life now.. but.. being used over and over again.. and denying to myself.. it hurts you know?

i know i don't tend to explain alot.. unless you fully ask me.. or i jsut so happen to mention something... that's just me.. i dont like talking about problems.. because i always deny it.. what do you want me to do...? fine i'll share everythign how bout that?
my mom's been sick for months.. i kinda noticed b4... but she fully told me now, there is something wrong with her spine, and may possibly be bed-ridden as the yrs progress.. hopefully that won't happen.. i'm still praying... and of all people.. yes i actually do care about my brother.. he has a fucken future atm.. i dont... but he's having kidney problems... he was so much better in everything than i was.. i gave up in everything... he started badminton cuz of me.. he started piano cuz of me... and look wat happens? he already surpassed me in both... but now he can't even play a sport he loves... yes i'm jealous of my YOUNGER brother.. MEH

the girl i'm crazed over... i'm standing here... yea she said she liked me.. but.. yet im still only back up... im stupid i know... i care about her n shit.. but like... wat the hell... yea.. its painful sometimes.. but.. is it worth it? i really can't see myself leaving this time... im in too deep of a hole now...

i haven't / rarely slept for the past 2 weeks... 0-2-4 hrs a night is NOT healthy... i can't do anything.. no energy to even go out.. i've been fucken HOME or at WORK for the past 2-3 weeks... can't beelieve eh? neither can i... really.. the only times i'd fall asleep.. is when im gonna collapse.. and even then it seems like just a nap... i can't even drink myself to sleep.. you know how sad that is?... it's funny.. thinking back... im a sad drunk... haha

yea i've cried over the past week or 2.. many times.. for many reason.. so i'm a pussy.. gotcha.. i could care less what you ppl think.. you disgust me

yea maybe i do try a bit too hard... maybe i do talk some bs... okay well thats me... if it's that hard being my friend... why fake it? just LEAVE

so maybe i do have a little... fine... a big spending problem... ... i actually wanna THANK Vikki lol.. for this money log shit.. hah.. can you believe.. i blow over $750 in one month on garbage?

really.. i cleared out almost everything that is unwanted / unneeded from my computer... my room... my life...

i still care.. about my friends... well.. the handful that's pretty much left.. but to everyone else.. really... if im not saying hi... im just gonna look away and smile because I DON'T KNOW YOU

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 05:53:48 GMT

cooking's a good stress releaver.. lol.. get's ure mind off things cuz u gonna concentrate not to fuck up ure food wahahaha...

im making Peanut Butter Hide-Aways tmr.. anyone want some? hehe... 36 is a bit TOO much... heading to Dominions in a bit... yea i can't sleep.. =[.. havent slept well in the past few days.. like.. 2 hrs a nite?... im gonna catch a fever in no time again... >.<

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yea it's true.. "life's a bitch... so deal with it..."... sometimes.. you just gotta accept the facts... i try too hard
Confidence - 0%

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 21:11:48 GMT

i'm sinking... really fast... really deep... if what ever just so happens... soon enough... i can't climb back out...

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 22:06:58 GMT

i wanna stay in lala land... ia visit to reality is good enough... it's a bitch staying here... i dun like the truth... i rather just live a lie... =.=''... i don't know what to do anymore... so lost...

i'm an attention whore... been like that since... probably gr 1 i guess you can say... i never had any friends till gr 7... but then.. meh.. i keep pulling the same shit.. over n over again... i never changed one bit...

i should stop lying to myself... walking around with a sucked up tummy does hurt... i dont even think it's healthy... =.=''

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 04:44:21 GMT

3 bacardi breezers
2 smirnoff ice

down in 15 min...

alcohol does help when ure upset
fuck

Wed, 18 Jan 2006 23:08:24 GMT

sighs... all i can say right now is...
"loveable but not kissable"

1/18/2006 9:13:55 PM Tomato* Eric ... *shrugs now u know why melvin and u arent friends
1/18/2006 9:13:58 PM Tomato* Eric ... *shrugs likeee
1/18/2006 9:14:05 PM Tomato* Eric ... *shrugs ppl do get sick of it eric
1/18/2006 9:14:09 PM Tomato* Eric ... *shrugs they help u and u just brush them offf
1/18/2006 9:14:20 PM Tomato* Eric ... *shrugs i ve been trained to put up with bullshit

okay... so im an asshole... =.=''...

and lets add to that... i fucked up my car today... 1200 dollar dmg... good fucking game

life blows, go choke

Tue, 17 Jan 2006 22:42:50 GMT

So let's see... i've spent my last few days blowing money... hahaha... food... gas... and books! =)

lol

2 cook books cost me 61.50 from Chapters lol.. thats 10% off too!!
since im free during days, it's trial n error time. haha.. i'm making lunch for her tomorrow... hopefully everything will turn out rite... O.o.. or i should stick with something simple.. haha

i'm a fool for girls... but i dont really care O.o... okay maybe i do... cuz... blehs... anyways =T

doesnt it suck when the person you like... likes someone else? sometimes i just keep thinking, why bother... but then again... im eric

Tue, 10 Jan 2006 08:02:52 GMT

Let's begin with some english class...

"Eric is like a joker card, only dealt because someone forgot to shuffle the deck"

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 01:17:59 GMT

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Get 10 speeding tickets.

Get your resolution here

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 22:50:05 GMT

i bug people too much... =.=''

Wed, 21 Dec 2005 04:21:42 GMT

What does your spirit look like? (amazing anime pics!)
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Tue, 06 Dec 2005 05:21:53 GMT

Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last week I put money in redefin3d's expired parking meter (14 points). Last Sunday I saved a busload of nuns in Angola (326 points). In August I gave eloquences a kidney (1000 points). In October I gave skysangel a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last Monday I ruled Asscrackistan as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points).

Overall, I've been nice (690 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!

Sincerely,
GATX102

Thu, 24 Nov 2005 21:06:50 GMT

Drifting season is here...... *big grin*

Tue, 22 Nov 2005 00:03:02 GMT

ever get the feeling where...

someone to you... is really important... but like... you mean nothing what-so-ever to them...

sighs

Fri, 11 Nov 2005 23:11:20 GMT

so it's rememberance day...
yea...
same as last year...

i got kicked out once again.. ah fuck

Tue, 25 Oct 2005 02:28:54 GMT

Stolen from jasmins, who stole it from Yuuki.

Layer.one
Name: Eric Ngo
Birthdate: August 5th, 1987
Birthplace: Toronto, Ontario, Canada
Current location: Mississauga, Ontario, Canada
Eyes: Brown
Hair: Black :: Bleached
Height: 5'8''
Righty or Lefty: Righty.
Zodiac Sign: Leo (Chinese zodiac: Rabbit)

Layer.two
Your heritage: Chinese/Viet
Your weakness: No Priorities
Your shoes you wore today: K Swiss
Your fears: Height
Your perfect pizza: Classical Pepporoni from Pizza Pizza ^^
Goal you'd like to achieve: Chef!!!

Layer.three
Your thoughts first waking up: What time is it?
Your best physical feature: Height?
Your bedtime: Late
Your most missed memory: Highschool freshman

Layer.four
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: Cappuccino

Layer.five
Smoke: Social
Cuss: Yes
Sing: .... yes?
Take showers daily: Twice a day =P
Have a crush: Kinda...
Think you've been in love: Kinda... now doubting
Want to go college: George Brown College or Humber College for Chef Training // Culinary Management
Want to get married: Yep
Believe in yourself: Recently doubting
Get motion sickness: If i'm in a backseat of a car
Think you're attractive: Personality possibility, other than that.. nope
Get along with your parents: Kinda..
Like thunderstorms: Fun to stare at
Play an instrument: Piano

Layer.six - in the past months
Gone to the mall: Working, Shopping, Loafting
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No cookie's for moi
Eaten sushi: Of course ^^
Been on stage: Walked across =D
Gone skating: Possibly sometime soon
Made homemade cookies: Forget that
Gone skinny dipping: what that?
Dyed your hair: Hell ya
Stolen anything: mmm....

Label.seven - ever...
Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: yep
Been called a tease: yep
Got beaten up: yep

Layer.eight
Age you hope to be married: 23-27
Number and name of children: 2 (Karena / Katie) :: (
Dream wedding: Cloudless Day @ a park in markham close to Kennedy n Major Mac
How do you want to die: Multi car crash accident, or falling off a building
Where do you want to attend college: George Brown COllege (Chef Training)
Dream job: CHEF
Country you want to visit: Japan, Korea

Layer.nine - In a guy/girl...
Best eye color: Brown / Blue
Best hair color: Black / Red / Brown
Short or long hair: Doesnt Matter
Height: About my hieght or shorter =P
Best weight: Average hopefully
Best clothing: Meh
Best first date location: *Shrugs*
Best first kiss location: when the time comes

Layer.ten
Number of drugs taken illegally: *counts
Number of people I could trust with my life: fuck that, none
Number of CDs that I own: 500+
Number of piercings: none
Number of tattoos: soon soon...
Number of times my name's been in the news: None
Number of scars on my body: 2
Number of things in my past that I regret.: Enough